This is a song by Casting Crowns, called “What If His People Prayed?”:

What if the armies of the Lord
Picked up and dusted off their swords
Vowed to set the captives free
And not let satan have one more

What if the church, for heaven’s sake
Finally stepped up to the plate
Took a stand upon God’s promise
And stormed hell’s rusty gates

What if His people prayed
And all who bare His name
Would humbly seek His face
And Turn from their own way

And what would happen if we prayed
For those raised up to lead the way
Then maybe kids in school could pray
And unborn children see light of day

What if the life that we pursue
Came from a hunger for the truth
What if the family turned to Jesus
Stopped asking Oprah what to do

He said that they would hear
His promise has been made
He’ll answer loud and clear
If only we would pray

If My people called by My name
If they’ll humble themselves and pray
If My people called by My name
If they’ll humble themselves and pray

I don’t know about you, but I don’t pray very much. It’s not something that I have much discipline in. My local church community that I am part of has a great heart for prayer, which I love, but it’s something I find quite difficult. And yet, prayer is an important discipline if we’re going to move with God. Jesus prayed for God’s will to be done when He was in the garden of Gethsemane. He taught the disciples to pray too:

“This, then, is how you should pray:
‘Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.’”

(Matthew 6:9-13, New International Version [NIV])

How often do I pray the Lord’s prayer? Not as much as is good for me, that I know for sure. Maybe I should go through it when I wake up every morning. I’ll try it – and if anything exciting happens, maybe I’ll just write about it!

Apologies for not posting yesterday. I was hosting people. I was at church today and prompted the following passage in my mind:

For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers,
nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

(Romans 8:38-39, New American Standard Version [NASB])

Unfortunately, it took me a while to find since I was looking in the wrong book of the Bible! I know the scripture off by heart, but I clearly need to learn where it is in the Bible still!

What can separate me from the love of Christ? Nothing. Not angels. Not demons. Not powers. Not death. Not life. Not the present. Not principalities. Not depth. Not anything in all of creation. Not anything to come. Nothing. Zip. Nothing can separate me from the love of Christ. It is a constant in my being. The love of Christ dwells in my being amidst everything that tries – and fails – to prise me from it.

Forgive me while I try to comprehend that. I just can’t. Try as I may, I just can’t comprehend that at all. Nothing can separate me from the love of Christ. Do I live out my life like that? Rarely. Does it exude from my being? Not nearly as much as it should. It should fill my being constantly.

Lord, help me to comprehend the love of Christ and help me to model it in my life.

I was chatting with a friend today, and the issue of debt came up. Now I see debt as a bad thing. I don’t think having debt is in line with leading a holy life. My friend, however, disagreed. Now my view of debt is probably most firmly rooted in the following verse:

Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another; for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law.

(Romans 13:8, New American Standard Version [NASB])

The question is, have I got it wrong? Have I taken this out of context? Is debt actually ok? Does it make a difference if it is short-term debt? Does it matter to whom you owe the debt? Are mortgages and student loans different?

Or are all these questions really just looking for an excuse to go against what the Bible says? Contributions welcome…

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight.
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your paths.

(Proverbs 3:5-6, New Revised Standard Version [NRSV])

I’m so glad that I’m meant to trust God and not my own insight. My own insight, whilst sometimes good, often leaves me at a loss. Of late, I’ve been thinking about a whole-hearted, Biblical view of justice and trying to seperate it from the view of justice that my culture teaches me is right. It’s hard. My insight is failing. It’s the same in my life – my insight often fails, when I thought it was spot on. But when it does fail, I am reminded to trust God, because He will make straight my paths and give me all I need.

And I live in faith that next week, He will make straight my path. I wait with anticipation…

I was leading my church lifegroup tonight, and it was great. In all honesty, I hadn’t put enough thought and preparation into what we were looking at tonight, but it was a life-giving meeting together anyway. During our worship, this song, entitled “You Raise Me Up”, came to my mind:

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life – no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

God meets me in my weariness. He is my very present help in times of trouble (Psalm 46:1). He raises me up to more than I can be – I can do anything through Him who strenthens me (Philippians 4:13). I am imperfect, a sinner, but God still desires me, wants to meet with me, and when He does, He can fill me with a sense of awe and wonder. When God meets with me, I can feel that Holy presence and it’s awesome. He raises me up to more than I can be – that’s the power of Christ in me. I’m sure that’s a line pinched from a band like Casting Crowns!

Yesterday, I was feeling pretty rough and beaten up. Today hasn’t been so bad, but it’s been a little weird in places. I had some rather surprising news this morning which I then tried to process during the day, not really sure what to make of it. I spent most of the day chatting to people, but then, this afternoon, I received another unexpected telephone call with some rather good news.

I am praying that this is my answer to prayer. I am praying this is the Lord’s hand over my life, that He is showing me that He has everything in hand. For months, I’ve had Romans 8:28 cycling round my head:

For we know that all things work out for the good of those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose.

(Romans 8:28, My Version!)

Before that phone call today, I had pretty much given up hope. I was close to giving in, accepting defeat, deciding that I must have been all along. But that phone call gave me hope. I pray this is my purpose that I’ve been waiting for. I pray that this is what the Lord has had me waiting for. I pray that this is the fulfilment of the words that people have spoken over me.

If it isn’t, I’m confused. If it isn’t, then the words spoken over me make little sense and the wait goes on. If it isn’t, I’m back to square one, more than a year after I thought I had it worked out. If it isn’t, I really need answers, because otherwise, I really will be tested. But God promises that all things work out for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. I pray that this is my purpose so that I can fulfil my purposes for Him and praise God for His faithfulness.

Please Lord, deliver me that victory and I will proclaim it from the rooftops. Give me that victory and I will not deny you your glory or deny you praise. I will tell of your great faithfulness to the great assembly and beyond. Pull me through, Lord, and show my doubts to be the doubts of a man leaning on his own understanding. Lord, I trust that you have this in your hands. Take it, Lord, and show me that path ahead.

In You, O LORD, I put my trust; Let me never be put to shame.
Deliver me in Your righteousness, and cause me to escape; Incline Your ear to me, and save me.
Be my strong refuge, To which I may resort continually;
You have given the commandment to save me, For You are my rock and my fortress.

Deliver me, O my God, out of the hand of the wicked, Out of the hand of the unrighteous and cruel man.
For You are my hope, O Lord GOD; You are my trust from my youth.
By You I have been upheld from birth; You are He who took me out of my mother’s womb. My praise shall be continually of You.

(Psalm 71:1-6, New King James Version [NKJV])

It’s hard to trust God when you can’t see what He’s doing, or He doesn’t seem to give you answers. That’s how I’ve been feeling on and off for the past few months. All I’ve seen is doors slammed shut, and haven’t seen any open. Am I missing them? Are they not there? Have I missed the point entirely?

Today was one of those bad, unconstructive days of wondering what I’m doing and what my purpose is. It was a struggle to get out of bed. I felt I had nothing to get up for. My lack of purpose is virtually killing me at times, in a physical and mental sense. I have days when my entire being just halts, shuts down. Nothing works. I hibernate. I avoid people. The world passes me by. I sit at my chair and I mull. I despair. I am paralysed.

My life doesn’t make sense. But somehow, I muster the faith to believe that God will bring me through. I look at how He has pulled me through before and I choose to believe He will again. I trust that He knows what He’s doing, even though I am lost and miserable.

Give me hope, Lord. Give me strength for tomorrow. Give me purpose. Save me from my slumber. I beg thee – show me the path forward, and your plans for me. My accuser prods me, tells me you don’t care for your people. Demonstrate your power, Lord. Vindicate me – or show me where I’ve gone wrong.

I was, as I mentioned yesterday, out at a friend’s house on Friday evening and met a rather interesting man. He was, to give a few more details, a skater who came off his longboard (that’s a really long skateboard, by the way, and I didn’t know that either) and smashed a hole in his leg a few months ago. He also hit his head in the accident. Please remember this important detail! Anyway, you could see his leg right down to the bone. It wasn’t pretty. And he has some interesting spiritual views.

He, talking in metaphorical terms about his spiritual position, said that he can see Allah, Buddha, Jesus and a few others sitting in a room together, and, in his words, “they’re all cool“. Interesting! Oh, but that wasn’t the best bit. He then said, “and me, little old me. I’m stardust, floating on a ship“. Wow. Fantastic metaphor, or just a bit wacky? I’ll let you decide. Anyway, the best bit was the response from someone else in the room, who said, “So you were saying, you hit your head…” No prizes for guessing what they thought…

Joking aside, maybe that’s the unspoken view of a large number of people in our times. We live in an age of consumerist choice. We don’t like right and wrong. We like scales. Unfortunately, some things don’t work out that way. Buddha, Allah and Jesus can’t really fit in the same room. I don’t think any of them would get on very well. Buddha and Allah wouldn’t be much use anyway. In the book of John, Jesus is recorded is laying down an extraordinary claim:

“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No-one comes to the Father except through me.”

(John 14:6, New King James Version [NKJV])

Buddha and Allah do us no good. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. How do we know he the One in whom we can put our trust? We can see the prophesies that were written over hundreds of years that he fulfilled according to the Bible. We can attest to the experience of our lives. We can look at historical evidence. We can hear the testimony of others. We can ask Him to reveal Himself to us. He promises us that if we search for Him, He will reveal Himself. Scripture tells us so:

Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.

(Matthew 7:7-8, NKJV)

Jesus isn’t just referring to material things. Far from it. He promises that if we seek God, we will find God. It’s promised in the Old Testament too. Isn’t it good to know that amidst the confusion of this world, God promises that if we truly seek Him, he will reveal Himself to us if we choose to listen for His voice?

I was out at a friend’s leaving party last night, and ended up caught up in one of the strangest conversations I think I’ve ever heard. I expect I will post more about the conversation tomorrow, but for today, I will take you to a point in the conversation that pointed me to the book of Daniel.

Basically, I was in a room with a man in his mid-30s who was talking about his views on Christians and Jesus, and he got on to the point of suffering and faith, and to a point, accusing God in our suffering. I couldn’t quite nail down this man’s “spirituality” (to use a hip, “post-modern” term), but he clearly had some kind of Buddhist leanings. He said that he knew a few Christians who “weren’t real” in the face of difficulty and suffering, and adopted a “God’ll fix it” approach, and then came unstuck when God didn’t seem to “fix it”. He seemed to think it was some kind of karma.

Both these outlooks, to me, are wrong. Karma is nothing to do with it. There are consequences for some things we do, but karma is not a Biblical explanation. For one thing, where would grace be in karma? But a “God’ll fix it” approach doesn’t work either. The following passage is rather long, but I don’t want to pluck one verse out from the whole chapter because, quite simply, it’s an awesome chapter and worthy of showing in its entirety:

King Nebuchadnezzar built a gold statue, ninety feet high and nine feet thick. He set it up on the Dura plain in the province of Babylon. He then ordered all the important leaders in the province, everybody who was anybody, to the dedication ceremony of the statue. They all came for the dedication, all the important people, and took their places before the statue that Nebuchadnezzar had erected.

A herald then proclaimed in a loud voice: “Attention, everyone! Every race, colour, and creed, listen! When you hear the band strike up—all the trumpets and trombones, the tubas and baritones, the drums and cymbals—fall to your knees and worship the gold statue that King Nebuchadnezzar has set up. Anyone who does not kneel and worship shall be thrown immediately into a roaring furnace.”

The band started to play, a huge band equipped with all the musical instruments of Babylon, and everyone—every race, colour, and creed—fell to their knees and worshipped the gold statue that King Nebuchadnezzar had set up.

Just then, some Babylonian fortune-tellers stepped up and accused the Jews. They said to King Nebuchadnezzar, “Long live the king! You gave strict orders, O king, that when the big band started playing, everyone had to fall to their knees and worship the gold statue, and whoever did not go to their knees and worship it had to be pitched into a roaring furnace. Well, there are some Jews here—Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego—whom you have placed in high positions in the province of Babylon. These men are ignoring you, O king. They don’t respect your gods and they won’t worship the gold statue you set up.”

Furious, King Nebuchadnezzar ordered Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego to be brought in. When the men were brought in, Nebuchadnezzar asked, “Is it true, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, that you don’t respect my gods and refuse to worship the gold statue that I have set up? I’m giving you a second chance—but from now on, when the big band strikes up you must go to your knees and worship the statue I have made. If you don’t worship it, you will be pitched into a roaring furnace, no questions asked. Who is the god who can rescue you from my power?”

Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego answered King Nebuchadnezzar, “Your threat means nothing to us. If you throw us in the fire, the God we serve can rescue us from your roaring furnace and anything else you might cook up, O king. But even if he doesn’t, it wouldn’t make a bit of difference, O king. We still wouldn’t serve your gods or worship the gold statue you set up.”

Nebuchadnezzar, his face purple with anger, cut off Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. He ordered the furnace fired up seven times hotter than usual. He ordered some strong men from the army to tie them up, hands and feet, and throw them into the roaring furnace. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, bound hand and foot, fully dressed from head to toe, were pitched into the roaring fire. Because the king was in such a hurry and the furnace was so hot, flames from the furnace killed the men who carried Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego to it, while the fire raged around Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego.

Suddenly King Nebuchadnezzar jumped up in alarm and said, “Didn’t we throw three men, bound hand and foot, into the fire?”

“That’s right, O king,” they said.

“But look!” he said. “I see four men, walking around freely in the fire, completely unharmed! And the fourth man looks like a son of the gods!”

Nebuchadnezzar went to the door of the roaring furnace and called in, “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, servants of the High God, come out here!”

Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego walked out of the fire.

All the important people, the government leaders and king’s counselors, gathered around to examine them and discovered that the fire hadn’t so much as touched the three men—not a hair singed, not a scorch mark on their clothes, not even the smell of fire on them!

Nebuchadnezzar said, “Blessed be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego! He sent his angel and rescued his servants who trusted in him! They ignored the king’s orders and laid their bodies on the line rather than serve or worship any god but their own.

“Therefore I issue this decree: Anyone anywhere, of any race, color, or creed, who says anything against the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego will be ripped to pieces, limb from limb, and their houses torn down. There has never been a god who can pull off a rescue like this.”

Then the king promoted Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the province of Babylon.

(Daniel 3, The Message)

You may be wondering why I’m using this passage. In some ways, I don’t know why. It just came to me instinctively. I don’t know why – I would normally fall in to the book of Job when it comes to suffering. But hey, Meshach, Shadrach and Abednego weren’t exactly in an easy situation themselves. Look at their reaction though: do they accuse God, asking what they’ve done to deserve the treatment they’re being subjected to? No. Do they say, “God’ll fix it”? No.

Well, ok, there’s a little semantics going on here. They don’t actually say that God will rescue them. They say that their mighty God can rescue them. But the most important bit is that they say that even if he doesn’t reascue them, it doesn’t matter. They will not bow down.

They are, of course, ultimately rescued miraculously from the burning, fiery furnace. But that’s not always the case in our lives. It serves an important reminder to me in my life that my faith should not be based upon God rescuing me from everything under the Sun. It’s not about me. It’s not about me having all my wants fulfilled.

It’s about serving the King and standing up for Him in the faith that He knows what He’s doing, that we will be justified in His timing. Just don’t put me in a furnace. I don’t think I’m ready for that quite yet! One day, maybe…

Over the last couple of days, I’ve discovered a few things that haven’t been as clean or fresh as they should be. Yesterday, I came across an oven tray that looked like it has a couple of years’ fat on it. The bottom of the tray was literally caked in fat, a good 1/8 of an inch up. I’ve never seen such a dirty, greasy tray in my life.

Stale Bread

Stale Bread

Today, however, I saw something even worse. I saw a loaf of bread that was not just a little off, or even quite mouldy. I saw a loaf of bread that literally was just mould. Astonished, I took a closer look, risking some kind of awful infection by picking it up. Yes, the whole thing was green. As it arose out of the bread bin I found it in, a hige plume of green smoke followed me, choking me in the process.

This was stale to the core. There’s no use for this any more. It’s not redeemable. In John 6:35, Jesus says, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

The bread in the picture has ceased to be bread. It is a relic of its bygone glory, but Jesus is eternally the bread of life. Jesus is never past his sell-by date. He doesn’t go off. He should be the same to us today as the first day we walked in our salvation. Is he? If He isn’t, then maybe we should spend time seeking Him again, because as the bread of life, He is everything we need. He is our staple. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!

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